forgotten

So... i have neglected my blog. to be totally honest i forgot i had it under my  main email. lol! i know ... im slow... theres just alot going on. i finally have a kick ass laptop so i'll be blogging more then you can even think. also its the summer time and i try to stay busy with the boys bc staying in the house drives me insane. they have so much energy all of a sudden and im so used to them being in school so i get overwhelmed. the phrase i say the most is "stop running in the house" i am so tired of saying that. its horrible i know.. but im babysitting my sisters boy today and im making my youngest go to "school". i have to have some kind of break and thats the only way i get one. even a half break. i dont like for the boys to stay the night places so i guess it's partially my fault. but the places i do let them both stay seem to be unavailable ALL the time!! it's like people know my schedule so they will say oh yah we are doing something so maybe another day and that other day is when I have plans.. so frustrating to be constantly helping other people out and i cant get a hand for shit. its okay though bc i keep track of it all and it will come back one day... anywho this was just a quickie. i am sure i will have much to talk about later today. I am going to try to make it to where i pick a News Topic everyday and talk about it... maybe get some gossip going on my blog and get this thing up and going with "viewers" :)) we will see.. i am not so sure bout it yet... not really great with long term commitments LOL.